BITTR POETRY II
Soulmate
Like the birds in the sky
My hope is high
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I will run towards you
No longer feeling blue
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You saved my soul
Without an aim or goal
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My spirit is healed
Our friendship is sealed
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You’ve become the one
To lift the burden of a ton
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I can breathe now
I can smile without an underneath frown
Novembro
My only regret was loving you
You chewed my heart out
You made me blue
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I shouldn’t have let you in
But I didn’t foresee this kind of end
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A waterfall drops
My feelings start and stop
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There is no refuge
There was never refuge
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Sadness stays
Happiness escapes
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My life falls to pieces
My mind gapes
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How did this happen
Where is the passion
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The wrong feelings are felt
My heart whipped by a belt
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I’m done
I can’t carry on
I’m too broken
Todos
I don’t love you anymore
But I think of you
I don’t care for you anymore
but I dream of you
I don’t see you anymore
but I feel you
Who Am I?
What do I love
What do I want
What makes me happy
What makes me feel
What makes me real
What are my dreams
What are my flaws
What are my death wishes
What are my demands
What are my goals
What are my hopes
What do i care for
What have i become
The Walking Dead
Wrapped in a daze
I’ve lost count of the days
When did it all stop
Where did I get lost
Middle Child
Left out is what I’m used to
You blame me for being better than you
Nah, that’s what you always had the claim to
Tell me the intro of the news
But fail to tell me what’s really happening with you
A facade is what I feel when we talk
I have to hold back to avoid being the talk
I say the truth that no one listens to
Everyone in denial is what I’ve adjusted to
Everyone whispering amongst themselves
Keeping me in the dark forgotten about high up on a shelf
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No one ever cared
Took my life in my own hands
Betrayed, but still have love as numerous as the sand
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Are you jealous
I can never tell
I hide myself to avoid always having to sell
Who looks best
It’s always show and tell
Poetry
I’m too afraid
To let you see
All the parts
Inside of me
Live Alive
Fight your fears
Release your tears
Rev up your gears
Never give up your years
Don’t follow your peers
Whimsical
I think how I feel
I feel how I think
I like what I see
But it’s hard to believe
Why do I think
The way I feel is wrong
Why can’t I see
That all is coming along
Tunneled Darkness
Who do I trust in times so hard
Who can I trust in times like these
Where do I go
When I fall
Where do I go
When all is gone
Who is there for me
When I’m down
Who is there for me
When I’m not around
Awakened-Enlightenment
I walk along the road…
And listen…
I hear the wind…
As the sun glistens…
As the sweat forms beneath my brow…
I look at all the beauty…
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WOW
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Sometimes I forget to look around
Sometimes all the gifts are muddied by sound
Sometimes I only see whats straight ahead
Sometimes I forget to look
Broken-Hearted
here i am
all of me
wondering why
you left thee
i thought i meant more
but i was just a sore
a wretched pain in the ass
whom you called whore
with how you treated me
why should i care
i never felt happy
i was only filled with fear
Empty
My heart cries
Can’t sleep
Can’t watch the box
It’s empty
I’m detached
Can’t enjoy
I’m alone
Balance
I work
I grind
I dine
I unwind
Imbalance
I bleed inside
My body tells lies
My heart declines
I’m lost
Starry Winter
My feet grow cold
January snow
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My tea pot sings
My imagination has wings
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A warm cup of ginger
Is all I remember
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An incense blows
While my mind grows
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I wrap my legs
around the pegs
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The chair is my friend
I sit and enjoy the wind
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A shower at night
To get it right
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Turn off the light
And rest for the night
I love teaching
An apple by my side
A cup of tea to match my stride
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A pair of glasses for my eyes
I wonder what my brain is in size
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I question logic with the pupil
I second guess if I’m capable
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I forget who I am when I’m teaching
I let go of inhibition while I’m sleeping
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I found a love I hold so dear
I keep it close, ever and always near
Spotless Mind
Should I go
Should I stay
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I thought I was grounded
I thought I was content
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But a wanderer
Is never content
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I breathe discovery
I live adventure
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New places
New seasons
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There is no ending
Nonsense
I’m here
Right now
All of me
Take a bite
It’s all you’ll see
I’m Here
When you fall
Hear my call
When you sleep
There is light at the end
What Do I Do?
Breathe
Hope
Pray
Stretch
Heal
Feel
Believe
Receive
Revive
Survive
Give
Live
Forgive
Love Is Something
Love is something
Love can be gruesome
Love can be wholesome
Love can be destructive
Love can be building
Love can be healing
Love can be threatening
Love can be ruining
Love can bring cohesion