These tears I cry
Have felt some pain
In this cage
I’m pushed to insane
I barely stand
With thorough fear
Nail in my hands
Jesus are you here?
I see you pray
Through a crack
I can barely breathe
I’m in the sack
I can’t hide now
Privacy gone
I’m with myself
Feeling forlorn
Are you there?
Can you hear me?
Are you there?
Fighting for me
The air brushes your face
But I can’t breathe
You feel the wind
While I suffocate
When will I go
And where will I stay
Who will love me
And who will pray
Why did this happen
And how are you here
You’re always there
And you’re always near
The snow falls down
Like tears on my face
The snow falls down
Like my own condemned race
I’m losing it
I can’t go on
I’m dying inside
My cause is gone
Why am I here
There is nothing left
Why am I here
Today I wept
Help me help me
I’m drifting away
I’m no one now
On my knees I pray
This poem is from the new series: I cannot fight. so i will write. continued.. and inspired from the original book of poems.