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I’m scared that if I take time off from my job that I will get fired. But I keep forgetting I’ve been fearful of getting fired since the…

I’m scared that if I take time off from my job that I will get fired. But I keep forgetting I’ve been fearful of getting fired since the beginning. I never felt safe. I never felt valued. I always felt afraid. I never felt completely comfortable. There was never an opportunity to make myself understood because of fear. Fear was the driving factor of my career. Fear kept me in the shadows. It was fear that brought me to where I am today. Fear is the reason I won’t stay. Fear is the reason, all this time, I’ve never been okay.

Respect is not real in this world.

Only fake faces, and fake smiles.

Only fake speeches that get you “riled”.

Only fake people, that always seem too invested.

So invested, no one is ever rested.

Coffee in hand, lunch never happens.

There’s a meeting at noon, yes, it’s all hands.

This life of six figures was only made for certain figures.

Another year gone by.

Another year of a wasted life.

Wake up. Wake up.

Or stay insane.

Wake up. Wake up.

Or stay that way, maimed.