“I Don’t Love Myself”

He made me cry again today, but I still love him.

He made me cry again today, but I still love him.

He pushed me around again today, but I still love him.

He made me black and blue again today, but I still love him.

He pushed my face into a wall again today, but I still love him.

He beat me repeatedly again, but I still love him.

He physically abused me again, but I still love him.

He called me ugly again today, but I still love him.

He told me no one could ever love me, but I still love him.

He made me do things to please him that I didn’t want to do, but I still love him.

He slept with someone else again, but I still love him.

He never looks at me when he’s on top of me, but I still love him.

He emotionally abused me again, but I still love him.

He called me names outside of my own name again, but I still love him.

He destroyed my things out of anger again, but I still love him.

He mentally abused me again, but I still love him.

He sat around all day while I did all the cleaning again, but I still love him.

He got me pregnant again because he refuses protection, but I still love him.

He beat my spirit down again, but I still love him.

He tells me he loves me, and I believe him…because I don’t love myself.

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